Saturday, January 17, 2009

Myelitis Manifestation

It was September 2006. My wife woke me at about 1:30am. "I have to pee, but I can't." I didn't think much of it and drifted back to sleep.

But I woke up shortly after and saw that she was not in bed. When I checked on her, she still couldn't pee, but she said also her legs felt a bit heavy. We sat around wondering who to call to sit with our daughter while we went to the ER. Could we wait until morning, after the bus picked our daughter up?

This was serious, and I decided to call our church's pastor. At about 3:00am. Both he and his wife picked up the phone at the same time, and when I addressed the Pastor, I heard him say to his wife, "I'll handle it."

And he did. He came to the house and sat in the kitchen while I drove my wife to the ER.

Once there, it seemed like glaciers rose and melted before we actually had a doctor attend to her. By then her feet were mostly numb. He did not exude much confidence, and muttered something to himself about Guillain-Barré and Myasthenia Gravis. He let her try going to the bathroom before inserting the catheter.

Meanwhile, transport to the MRI was waiting.

The collection bag filled to an amazing 1 liter. And then we found out that she was being admitted. She was just starting to experience burning pain from light touch on her legs. It was an evolving and worsening condition. That's when I went home to do our daughter's morning routine.

When I got back, I found her in the oncology ward hooked up to intravenous steroids, entertaining Neurologists and Rheumatologists that had one thing in common -- a fascination with bizarre and unusual medical cases. Her legs were tight with spasms and filled with pain. Even the weight of the sheet sent blasts of fire into them. They severely underestimated the amount of pain control that she required. They also offered little in the way of physical therapy. However, the doctors viewed the leg spasms as a great thing -- she might possibly walk again!

The diagnosis was Idiopathic Transverse Myelitis, which, apparently affects only 1 to 5 per million people each year. "Myelitis" is inflammation of the spinal cord. "Transverse" defines the location of the inflammation and its effect on the body. "Idiopathic" means that despite an MRI, spinal tap, blood tests, weird eye test and a nuclear medicine scan, the doctor has no friggin' clue about what caused the condition. Hence, IDIOpaThic. Their guess was that the flu-like virus she had tricked her immune system into attacking the tissue in the spinal cord. Why was she put in the cancer ward? I think it's because it was the ward with the best infection control practices. And being on a high dose of steroids, her system was vulnerable to infection.

She stayed an agonizing seven days in that ward, and was transferred to a hospital that specialized in rehabilitation of spinal cord injuries. The transfer could not be done before my wife was switched from intravenous to oral pain meds. She stayed in that hospital for three weeks, leaving behind the catheter and gaining the ability to shuffle walk with a walker.

We've crossed the two year mark. My wife can walk just as well as before on a good day. We have learned a bit about this uninvited guest:
  • During winter, pain increases and mobility decreases.
  • Switching to a new pain med helps for a short time, but quickly becomes less effective.
  • Doctors do not like complicated cases.
Life is short and unpredictable. Seize the day before it is seized from you.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Square Peg, I hurt for you and your wife. I am verrrrrry familiar with idiopathy. I developed severe pain and stiffness in both my hip joints in 1980. For three years, they could not diagnose what was wrong and I tried everything on earth to get relief. One GP with more common sense than most specialists finally took me with him to India's best Research Hospital which had a sports medicine department which diagnosed it a idiopathic bilateral necrosis of the femoral head. Both my hip joints have been replaced and re-replaced.

Pain and discomfort are highly individualistic. Only the sufferer can understand the severity and discomfort. Doctors by and large are totally insensitive to that aspect of the patient's psyche.

I am very glad that your wife is now well. I send you both my best wishes for increased comfort and non recurrence of the problem.

Delirious said...

Hi, I decided to check out your blog after seeing the link on Rummuser's blog.

I think chronic illness is one of the hardest things to suffer in this life. When you lose a loved one, you grieve, but you move through the grief process and are able to once again function, although you might always miss the loved one. But with chronic illness, just when you begin to function again, it hits again. It's like going through the grief process constantly.

I don't have experience with long chronic illness, but I was very ill with each of my pregnancies. I was sick all day long for most of my pregnancies. The first pregnancy it lasted 9 months. The second only 7 1/2 months. The third 6, and the fourth 5 1/2. I used to make these deals with God. I used to remind Him that if I were healthy I could serve others better. I tried to rationalize with Him how much more worth I was if I were well. Unfortunately, He didn't see the situation the way I did. But God is merciful, and He blessed me with 4 healthy children. In addition, this experience that He blessed me with gave me a greater understanding for those who suffer long term illness. I have more compassion, and I also appreciate my health more.

My best wishes and prayers for your wife as she endures her trials.

Anonymous said...

"Life is short and unpredictable. Seize the day before it is seized from you."

Amen to that. One of my sister-in-laws died last summer from multiple scleroris...she had struggled with it for 18 years, part of that time in severe pain. My brother-in-law is now fighting inoperable brain cancer. You never know what is going to happen, so don't take things for granted.

I'm so glad your wife is doing better.

Anonymous said...

What a scary time. I'm glad she recovered. You said "Life is short and unpredictable. Seize the day before it is seized from you." Such an important sentiment that people with chronic illness know all too well.
thoughts and prayers to you both!

Anonymous said...

@rummuser: necrosis -- that must've been shocking! I can't imagine the pain you were in. I'm glad you're better. Thank you for your kind wishes.

@Delirious: welcome and thanks for taking time to list my blog on your blogroll. Getting sick while pregnant probably is very hard because you're reluctant to take medicine in case it will harm the baby.

Jean, PS: Thanks for your concern and your well-wishes.

Unknown said...

Well SPG, I'm not sure there's anything to say, except I'm sorry this is happening to your wife and to you. What a helpless feeling.

Sending peaceful vibes your way.

Anonymous said...

CG: Thank you for commenting and for the peaceful vibes. They are much appreciated.

WhiteHotTruth said...

your courage is great inspiration. stories of truth are a gift - this one is amazing.
Danielle